Bienyl Huelgas

In Death, There is Beauty (and yet I still dream of Love) (2025), Metro Manila (perspectives: female, Philippines)

Jury Statement

Bienyl Huelgas shows a poetic visual language of mythic imagery and written thought, presenting the notion of holding each other not only between individuals but as a collective structure: a shared carrying of pain, memory and desire within a community that stabilizes itself. The work thus shifts the understanding of care away from intimacy as withdrawal toward a political and poetic act of survival.
Holding each other becomes a form of presence in which vulnerability is not resolved, but collectively held, as something that appears both real and mythic or even paradise- like at once.

 

In Death, There is Beauty

In Death, There is Beauty (and yet I still dream of love) mythologizes the lived realities of transgender Filipinas. A funeral wreath appears as a central image, at once a reminder of the life-threatening conditions many trans women face, and a symbol of rebirth, femininity, and renewal. Shot on medium format film, the project emerged during a period of personal grief following the end of a relationship, which led into a deeper confrontation with isolation, longing, and despair. In turning toward community, the work expands into a recognition that trans experience is always at once personal, political, and collective. From this space, the series unfolds as a visual and textual meditation: a love letter to trans Filipina community and an act of resistance against erasure. Trans women are portrayed as diwatas, mythological spirits reimagined through a trans lens, moving through states of fatalism, grief, and ultimately healing. The work challenges dominant narratives that frame trans people as “Other,” instead affirming trans Filipinas as radiant, complex, and alive. In the persistence of dreaming of love, even in the face of loss and marginalization, a form of resistance is sustained.

 

Biography 

Bienyl Huelgas (b. 1998) is an emerging photographic artist based in Cavite, Philippines, whose work centers on portraiture to explore her transgender identity and chronicle queer experiences, using the lens as a tool for reflection and visibility. She is a proud alumna of the Angkor Photo Workshops and her work has been exhibited both locally and internationally and featured in prominent publications, including Tiga Mata, F-Stop Magazine, Lenscratch, and The Photo Review. She has received recognition from the International Photography Awards, and the Analog Sparks International Film Photography Awards. She is also a finalist for the 2025 Head On Portrait Awards and the 2025 Klompching FRESH Photo Award, and was named a Top 200 finalist in the 2025 Photolucida Critical Mass.

Jury Statement

Bienyl Huelgas zeigt in einer poetischen Bildsprache aus Mythosbild und Gedankenschrift ein „Sich Halten“ nicht nur zwischen Individuen, sondern als kollektive Struktur: als geteiltes Tragen von Schmerz, Erinnerung und Begehren innerhalb einer Community, die sich selbst stabilisiert, wo gesellschaftliche Sicherheiten fehlen. Die Arbeit verschiebt damit den Blick auf Fürsorge weg von Intimität als Rückzug hin zu einem politischen und poetischen Akt des Überlebens. Holding each other wird zu einer Form von Gegenwart, in der Verletzlichkeit nicht aufgelöst, sondern gemeinsam gehalten wird, als etwas, das zugleich real, mythisch und paradiesisch erscheint.

 

In Death, There is Beauty

In Death, There is Beauty (and yet I still dream of love) mythologisiert die gelebten Realitäten von trans Filipinas. Als ein zentrales Motiv der Serie erscheint der Trauerkranz: zugleich Erinnerung an die lebensbedrohlichen Bedingungen, denen viele trans Frauen ausgesetzt sind und Symbol für Wiedergeburt, Weiblichkeit und Erneuerung. Die Arbeit entstand auf Mittelformatfilm während einer Phase persönlicher Trauer nach dem Ende einer Beziehung, die in eine intensivere Auseinandersetzung mit Isolation, Sehnsucht und Verzweiflung überging. Im Hinwenden zur Community erweitert sich das Werk zu einer Erkenntnis, dass trans Erfahrung immer zugleich persönlich, politisch und kollektiv ist. Aus dieser Perspektive entfaltet sich die Serie als visuelle und textuelle Meditation: ein Liebesbrief an die trans Filipina-Community und ein Akt des Widerstands gegen Unsichtbarmachung und Löschung. Trans Frauen werden als diwatas dargestellt, mythologische Geister, die sich durch Zustände von Fatalismus, Trauer und schließlich Heilung bewegen. Die Arbeit hinterfragt dominante Narrative, die trans Menschen als „das Andere“ markieren, und setzt dem eine Darstellung entgegen, die trans Filipinas als leuchtend, vielschichtig und lebendig affirmiert. Im beharrlichen Träumen von Liebe, selbst angesichts von Verlust und Marginalisierung, bleibt Widerstand als Form von Existenz erhalten.

 

Biografie

Bienyl Huelgas (*1998) ist Fotokünstlerin aus Cavite auf den Philippinen. Ihre Arbeit konzentriert sich auf Porträts, mit denen sie ihre trans Identität erforscht und queere Erfahrungen dokumentiert, wobei sie die Kamera als Werkzeug der Reflexion und Sichtbarmachung nutzt. Sie ist Alumna der Angkor Photo Workshops und ihre Arbeiten wurden sowohl national als auch international ausgestellt sowie in renommierten Publikationen wie Tiga Mata, F-Stop Magazine, Lenscratch und The Photo Reviewveröffentlicht. Huelgas wurde unter anderem durch die International Photography Awards sowie die Analog Sparks International Film Photography Awards ausgezeichnet. Zudem ist sie Finalistin der Head On Portrait Awards 2025 sowie des Klompching FRESH Photo Award 2025 und wurde als Top-200-Finalistin der Photolucida Critical Mass 2025 nominiert.

 

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